my dear

just now posting in my own blog about cameron story made me think about you guys..
so i came here and found that you guys did post something..
read the posts made me feel that we're really still together even that we are not in the same city anymore..
this morning, i didnt attend the class.. i woke up at 10.08am, the class is at 11am.. i didnt make afford to go for it because i'm just too lazy..
do you all know that how you are so special for me?
you may see i'm the kind of people who can easy close to anyone..
but i'm not.. i will always feel alone..
i can easily go deep with someone in a conversation but not their life..
i dont know how to enter someone life..
i also wont let someone entered my life easily..
i dont have confident to myself as well as others..
so most of my friendship end up with the end of conversation or the end of school, course or uni..
but you guys are different..
we studied together for 2 years..
now is the 5th year we know each other..
in these year, we got alot of moment to share ourselves with each others..
we built alot of memory together..
sometimes, we quarrel, we fight..
sometimes, i do feel failed up with you guys coz you all like to ignore me..
but, i will never forget about you all..
meet with you guys is the 1st thing i will think about when there is semester break..
i'll always await for the gathering with you all and feel exciting with it..
i can say anything that i want when stay together with you guys..
i dont have think about who am i when stay together with you guys..
i dare to force you all to talk with me when i feel alone in a group..
you all will not ask me that why you are so quite or why you didnt talk with anyone..
coz you all will never left me alone in the gathering..
i will feel happy when stay together with you guys even we did nothing at the end..
these are the reasons why i love you all so much..
you all are the one made me feel friends are the family we chose to be..
thanks for being my friends.. thanks for let me become part of you all..
i'll always appreciate it.. thanks 6as2.. really hope that our friendship will last forever..